Even my mother called me non-descript.
Why not? I was a college teacher then a disc jockey. She hinted that marriage might not be best for me. I sent my son who recently turned 12 to his dad divorced a few years ago. He is more than a thousand miles away from me. I have missed him a lot and cried on a daily basis. He said I was an awesome mom. But that did not stop him from punching me, threatening me, cursing me, throwing things at me, etc. Life has always been hard due to his many sensory issues, social problems, and emotional regulation problems.
But it was manageable for a long time and we had so much fun. Life became hell as he started middle school.
He told me I had no idea how angry he was. He cried a lot himself and harmed himself by pinching his own skin where it could not be seen. His obsession with drones has engulfed his life and frustrations from social rejection at school made things worse. He blamed everything on me and I was his main target of violence when he felt bad or got mad.
I was so depressed that I became suicidal.
He was ok at school, gifted though not having friends. With strangers he was nice. He said he would kill me when I limited his computer time. He drew pictures where he killed me with a bow arrow and I fell in a pool of blood. In another one, he drew pictures where he killed me and his younger brother with an axe like the one in Minecraft and then he drew himself crying in front of our tombs and he wrote R. I love him dearly and have single handedly taken care of him since he was born. He has been very attached to me and emotionally somewhat dependent on me to help him regulate.
lor24.com.ua/themes/chambers/6977-poznakomlyus-s-devushkoy.php I have been there with him overcoming all kinds of difficulties so he can finally show his giftedness in math and science as well as his art talent. I was there for all his sports and music activities. I made friends with other parents all the time so he could have friends he tended to lose them after a big meltdown. I thought he could be a success story. But I am still scared of him.
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I visited him right after he left. He almost killed me with a wooden sword and then a baseball bat. He also punched my face and put his hands on my neck. And he said he would kill me if I dare to show up again.
His dad let him stay in his room all day, even eat in his room. He got a new drone and seems to be happy some days, though he still cut his wrist once.
I am worried about him. I am a petite woman. He is getting taller and bigger than me. I sent him many gifts and emailed him loving letters. I offered to get him back throughout the summer. He either ignored me or text me something really nasty and vulgar. I feel that I have lost him. It is all very sad. There is so little support out there. His counselor here said that his dad should find him a psychologist.
But dad is not doing anything. Dad seems to be having fun with his girlfriend while my son is having fun watching Youtube, playing Minecraft,and doing research about drones.
I'm not very comfortable with this. And continue to laugh, which has sustained me all these yrs. God Bless you! I may just use this with others to show them how I feel sometimes :D Great work! Wonderful post. He is four. No one is talking back to me on fb..
I guess it is better this way. But I can get over the pain of losing him. His dad is not communicating with me. If it was not because of my little one, I would not have been able to figure out what his life was there.
If it is an aspie trait to not have had a proper childhood or feel upset on seeing those who have had enjoyments that they would never have due to circumstances. Jefffry Dahmer was also an Aspie.
Aspies lack empathy and they always have to be right. They are not virtuous people, but incredibly annoying and difficult. I hope they find cure. Shame on you, Allie, or whatever your name is, for listing such hateful propaganda against autistic people. Equating us with serial killers such as Jeffrey Dahlmer might won you points with the ignorant people such as that swine named E Fuller Torrey — but there is no way that such an intellectually dishonest person as you could ever possibly be a friend or ally to me!
It serves her right for claiming that all autistic people are villains. How old are you. Do you even know what you are talking about. I have above average intelligence but I struggle with relating to my peers because a lot of them do not think rationally. We show love towards others. We just express it in other ways then normal people. We need protection from the likes of your kind. I am an Aspie. I never was aggressive toward my parents.
I have a considerable amount of empathy and I am not always right. I have a college degree. I own my own home. I vote. I pay taxes. My record as a Paramedic is impeccable. I was taught manners and respect and got my butt whipped as other children when I did wrong. I am funloving and an interesting life. I loved school. Yeah, I was clumsy and not athletic as I had hoped but I still participated in sports like my siblings who were athletic.
I swam competitively and ran track.